Hmmm..this has got to be the hardest update for me to write, so far. Seeing how that past day’s events have really put me in another state of mind. I just wanted to say that the death of my aunt has brought me to the realization that life is short., so live it up and do everything and go for anything you want. When she died yesterday all I could think about was all the negative and tried to find someone to blame. Then today in the morning when I was talking to my mother I just came to the conclusion that you can go at any minute it’s just the matter of when and why...so live life to the fullest and never give up on anything :) so I have made peace with her departure to the heavens.
I am going to live a life where I won't have to look back and feel regret for many things I never had the chance to do or try.

Were all glad you’re in a better place :)

Took death to come,
for one to appreciate dad and mom
Realizes life revolves around one being stubborn,
took the pain of another to learn
Sorry for never trying,
now all of a sudden one does because you are dying
You are a fighter,
I wish I would of seen that when you were healthy and brighter

My prayers are with you

today I received an email from a person who is still not determined :)
It made me think a lil...isen't it weird how every christmas something alters the way you act and think about life. I guess today the email made me think about my mother
Rany she is the one person in my life who I admire more than any celebrity, politcal leader god or saint. She has done so much for me in the years I have been on this Earth. Always behind me when I want to explore new things. I thank her for always being strong when everyone else seemed to want to shut everything out and ignore what life gave them. I admire the way she has lived her life and made the best of what seemed to be the worst conditions. Also anything I am and eveything I will be will honestly be shaped by the way my mother treats and teaches me how to take life and how to deal with it with her actions and solutions to everything. Thanks for being there.
I LUV U AMMA MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THE WORLD!!

Hey fellow TIGGERS :)
im sitting in class doing some work on " The "Don't panic guide to Programming" *shudders* I know you are all feeling mah pain right about now.
Anywho...The funniest thing happened this morning..I was watching tv and came to fall upon a channel with some people talking about variouse deaths of american soldiers. The day before me and my mom were reading the newspaper and read that there have been more than 20 deaths..then we watch the news and it claims that about 5 american soldiers have died.
I guess that goes to show you that even in a time of dispare honestly is overpowered by ego. :S

when a rifle is shot by an adult it is a crime
when a rifle is shot by a teen it is jail time
when a rifle is shot by a young child it is merely the parents fault

i disagree....a girl in a chatroom was saying that and she thought it was right...do you?

personnely i think the last one is wrong. If you think about it when a child is about 7-10 around there they know right from wrong. So if they shoot someone or cut someone something along those lines they should surely know the consequences of their actions. Parents play a role but don't play the role people make them out to be, you know the usual "they don't have control of their kids, sh*t like that.